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LostAnd it was said,
written and bled ..
that the road ahead ..
will have tears to be shed ..
dead bodies on the floor spread ..
hope lying on a thin black thread ..
and it is said,
and it was fed ..
sadness was all that we will dread ..
as we have seen a map that we read ..
on a long long road we have led ..
and the map contained words of rhymes ..
filled with hate greed and crimes ..
perverted but-sacred at times ..
and as i move towards the cave ..
on a mark of X - i march as a brave ..
slurping on the floor, as the rocks i pave ..
to the quest ive become a slave ..
to the quest ive become engraved ..
the intersect has been reached ..
the fences have been breeched ..
the secret has been leeched ..
and the map suddenly bleached ..
but ive continued to dig below ..
hoping the rhymes would continue to flow ..
hoping my life will eventually glow ..
hoping that destiny will finally show ..
that i will not be living as a shadow ..
a hope for a better tomorrow ..
and as i dug and dug ..
While..depriving ones soul from the mere luxury of adding up the equation to fit the equator ..
while the static atmosphere seem to only disturbly attract all that is wicked and fatal ..
and while the clockwise movement is nothing but the countdown of a pathetic existence ..
and while the guardians of one being ..are nothing but the creatures that seem to crash you and watch you burn ..
while the beautiful people are the demons ..
while the ugly people are the forsaken heroes ..
while love is brewing hate ..
and hate is brewing pain ..
while pain is brewing despair ..
and while the brewed cup of despair is ready and hot ..
you figure out that it takes just one innocent sip ..
to taste the flavor of injustice ..
the scent of betrayal ..
the scene of a swift stab to the heart by a darling ..
and while the word care is accompanied by insecurity ..
while wisdom is patched with greed ..
while the self driven esteem is train tailed to the sweet embrace of failure ..
while the sun rays a burn ..
Undo it all ..and i refuse to resist
i choose to cease to exist
i want to come undone
i shall stop, no longer shall i run..
forfeit the game..
forget this useless name..
turn lose the beast..
plate me as a feast..
undo the stitches..
am closer now.. left a few inches..
chain me down..
break my fuckin crown..
pluck out my wings..
mute these wails that sings..
pull me down to the floor..
chain the hopeful door..
leave me there to rot..
end me with a full stop..
uncure my wounds so deep..
label me as the sick fucked up creep
unbound the so called trust
stab me with all ur fuckin thrust..
fuck my innocence
abuse my weaknesses..
drown me in my lust..
rape me if you must..
burn me into flame..
feed me all the blame..
because i .. i am ..
i am insane
i am the shame
i am the empty i am the plain..
i am the me with a crossed out name..
so flush me down ..
push me let me drown..
unnourish me .. enjoy my screaming plee
stab these guts..
mutate the sluts..
grind my flesh..
eat me fresh..
suck out my blood..
theBathtub'sHolei was having a shower the other day
nothing special as far as i could say
moving my hands with foam to my body and rub
when i suddenly saw a hole in the bathtub!
closed the water and kneeled to take a look..
what i have found, was never read in any book!
an entirely different world through this hole..
glowing neons while everything is dark as coal..
and in its center of this universe ..
where everything is in reverse..
lies a symbolic temple with a fountain..
where its nectar falls and fills the mountains..
and the creatures are finally on sight..
flickering those transparent wings so bright..
drinking from that forbidden stream..
something that has never been seen..
and i squeeze my finger through as deep..
to taste that stream, i made a swift sweep..
a slimy liquid like substance
something like.. and i halted, could never finish the sentence..
and i finally figured out what it is ..
that brought life to these creatures, the awakening kiss..
a mixture of sperm and sweat..
and years an
a psychotic vibe ran through my body ..
ideas and visions of a demonic mind ..
where have all these stories come from ..
how have i ever been able to think of such things ..
walking round and round ..
a box of lost and found ..
a circus with a clown show ..
a play with mimes, a no show ..
a peaceful sigh utter from these silent chairs ..
who's watching now .. no one stairs ..
dreams and angels .. grip to any fuckin dream ..
the mind is such a lonely place ..
questions and questions, thats only the bigging phase ..
you then start to wonder where you belong ..
a humming voice - a no words song ..
aching for someone to notice ..
as you bleed right in front of them ..
tears and a black reded syrup of a rotten flesh ..
nothing can mend me now .. nothing can fix the mesh ..
fill up your plate .. taste this bitterness ..
tell me how it feels .. tell me what it has done to you ..
and it all turns black .. ready for fuckin phase two ..
where you choose not to care anymore ..
let the demons come
Like Cockroaches ..a creep that seers through the darkness
watching as mankind dwell into hatred ..
learning .. observing ..
tranquility as they might call it ..
seems to not exist anymore ..
in a world where lies overcome truth ..
no good guys winning in this battle ..
fairy tales to us; happiness is ..
bed time stories, only tailed on streets ..
cold and hungry ..
power has now become weak ..
only demons and devils rule us all ..
simple words that i use ..
seem to hurt, carve its way in ..
find its path through those blood pumping veins ..
churning acid - burning with pains ..
father father, can't you see ..
everything's transparent now .. zero opacity ..
rhymes and lyrics, a mayhem of stories ..
collide and combust ..
visions and letters .. like food and baggers ..
makes no sense, is it the only way now?
the purest form of truth?
hath not endless tears and regret be of honesty?
must I weep these nonsense to you?
a magical intrusion, a systematic fusion ..
dreamt a mystically magnificent disturbing dre
Hydrais this what i think it is?
love ..? could it be? ..
the soothing embrace ..
in a dark lonely night ..
where your weak .. and she is your only might ..
a touch of sweet white grace ..
wiping away the tears .. from my face ..
overwhelmed by this love's trace ..
in my mind .. i refuse to believe this ..
it must be fake .. this .. this bliss ..
i will not allow myself to get crushed once more ..
beaten down, anguished .. broken and sore ..
im hurt .. deep down in this .. inner hollowed core ..
i .. for once .. have understood, what tears are made for ..
hearts paralyzed by false beauty .. and innocent eyes ..
that stare .. burns through any living soul ..
untamed lust.. thats what i only seem to recall ..
a poisonous serpent with nine heads ..
faces .. for each new love ..
a monstrous mistress ..
she was what i believed in ..
the seething sound from her tongues ..
like a violin string, with voice- it sung ..
this dark gloomy crimson river ..
and im all alone left to sail ..
run away from
ihateyoui lost the will to write ..
seems to me words are out of sight..
they don't do it anymore ..
the pain i have inside ..
blades is my serenity now ..
beautiful blades of silver shine ..
a cut so deep, pour down the wine ..
drink my love ..
oh how i wish you could feel ..
how my blood,wine and rust ..
taste with my uncontrollable lust ..
towards breaking you down ..
pulling that .. that headed crown ..
i would die to see you suffer ..
i would give away anything ..
to watch your begging ..
its 2 past 12 now ..
and am all alone now ..
fighting this knife .. fighting not to bow ..
can i cry ..
can i weep ..
watch me ..
as i tune these screams louder ..
listen to these viollon, listen to these lethal notes ..
hear my weeps ..
another sad song ..
another emotional breakdown ..
are you enjoying this - he screams! ..
are you enjoying this - HE SCREAMS ! ..
all alone now ..
happy now ..
oh God, i cant i cant ..
i cant stop the tears from gushing out ..
this foggy mellowed lake of my sa
Confessions..and here it starts again,
yet another vortex for us to dwell in ..
seeing no one but ourselves, as we slumber ..
deeper.. deeper into our bleak nothing ..
a dark demented stain ..
a frightened scream,
a nightmares dream ..
how insane could one man be?
to love a candle light?
does he not know, for every light lies a shadow ..
lurking beneath us all ..
the dark dark side of an angel ..
where wings turns to blazing flames ..
white is no longer seen ..
shattered by my own fantasy ..
nourishing myself with feeds of lies ..
breading a generation .. watching it as it dies ..
the cryptic secret has been unsealed ..
yes, for once i shall speak out loud ..
no longer will these words be engraved in stone ..
in blood shall they wrath upon the walls ..
for this human race to wake up from a fiction ..
that has settled upon the surface of our lives ..
so subtle and silent ..
a crust that hides true feelings ..
its time for these embers to fall apart..
a choking truth ..
breath in for
Tagged because I'm me
My name is Scr1b3
I was born in New Zealand, and I really don’t care
About you, your gender, or your nationality. (Or anything else people are prejudiced against these days…)
I get inspired by art, by people, the world and everything.
I speak English, a bit of French, Hebrew, but feel free to educate me
KNOWLEDGE. Knowledge is power
My biggest life goal is to survive. It is currently also my hardest project
And no I will not post my name
Did you know that wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by over 700 times?
If I follow trends, it’s either cos they’re worth following, or you are
I like black. But glow-in-the dark’s nice too
I also like Ingress, (t’ game) most children, and anything that lives, breathes and doesn’t purposefully try to make my life a misery
I’d prefer to be less social than I am, but alas, people seem to have this annoying habit of becoming attached to me, and then I start to like
Hindsight 20/20Bittersweet are my apples of green
Green to the very core of what I hold dear
I hate tart
But it is all I know
My taste buds yearn for something more
So I venture to the boundary
Like I have time and time again
With its attempts to separate the laws of attraction
But it cannot deny the longing that I feel within
I gaze upon the crimson tempters
So close and yet so far
Just out of reach
I won’t have to walk far
To sink my teeth into a blushing forbidden fruit
My mouth salivates for a scarlet tender and sweet
So I cross the line and start
A life among the luscious fruit aflame
A short time passes
And they all decay
Humbled by a bittersweet rotting heap
Of those that had seen better days
I have a moment of clarity
And confront my past of greed
As I reminisce of a past life
With tartness green
video games =/= real live just because you saw something violent in a game or show doesn't mean you'll do it in real life
here's a video 2 prove it. http://youtu.be/emyAIuqD__A
What will beIf we put down our guns
If we let go of our bombs
If we get off our ships
If we get off our jets
what will be there for us?
We will lose everything,
if we don't fight
we will fail,
we will die
with no identity.
We will lose our homes,
our children will starve to death,
what will be there for us?
when they're taking our lives
one by one.
If we stop fighting now,
what will be there for us?
who will defend our countrymen?
who will protect the our fatherland?
What will be there for us?
if we give up now,
there's nothing left
but ashes of loss.
Me aburroRitmos y palabras que no puedo entender
junto a los susurros de una aliento enlatado;
me asusto, sobresaltado, no lo puedo creer:
esto es música para los ancianos entretener.
¿Anciano soy? Por Balder ¡Qué tontería!
¡Qué barato mi aburrimiento al atardecer!
Cae la noche y me invaden mis ironías:
Morfeo, dale a mi insomnio un par de sonrisas.
Mi madriguera se llena de disparates,
cajas de cartón tan endebles como mi razón
¿quién querría que yo le hablase?
Para loco estoy yo: loco de remate.
Ah, es el tiempo pesado durante estas noches,
pierdo cada momento intentando aprovecharlo,
demonios, cada cuál acaba Odín sabe dónde,
hasta que, por fin, puedo dormir de un golpe.
let's talk! :)I like to take and role play with people so if you guys ever get bored talk to me.I'm always on.
Decade And A YearI'm back to where it all began
In the village that was once my home
A dingy two bedroom flat,
Where i dreamed of aliens through the night
My primary school,
With it's rooms filled with forgotten thoughts
The church across the way
The park on the playing filled,
With its swings and wooden things
A decade and a year gone
And everything's wrong...
God for a DayIf I was god for a day, what would I first say?
All are free, equal, and none will pay.
The poor will eat and lost find a way.
The tainted will have a second chance and will not be hid away,
If I was god for a day.
But who would say if I was god for a day?
Who would cry and who would sway?
Maybe I am god with whatever I say?
With every word a prayer for a better way,
We are all god for a day.
American DreamsHave you ever been out on the street and wondered where your feet
May take you in this wide, wide world?
You have the dream you have the talent, bring the voice we’ll hit these streets hard like a wall with a mallet
Only to find these streets not as glittering gold, the dirt of dirt of generations burying the soul
Of this land and its people, the hard fights with blood stained hands
People praying to the pipe or needle
There is nothing so resolute, as being destitute
Where next meals come in growing lines of the hungry pleas of humanity
As each day becomes a struggle for survival a trial and conviction of the very thing
which built this country.
Our hands, our fight, our hardships, our lives mean nothing to the hands who
hold the money above our heads.
American Dreams buried without mourning.
nothing chewing teeth with naked bare gums ..
as they shatter away this surface ..
i can taste the blood ..
together with pieces of flesh ..
tastes like you ..
the sadness mixed with harsh truth ..
a bleak ending ..
such a perfect end ..
a well written novel ..
i envy you ..
for i dwell in your misery ..
gasping for air ..
i just envy you ..
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